My elbow hurts and I dont' know why.  Dad was alright today, he's doing fine since his surgery but in that way where he's a very frustratingly stubborn patient.

I move into my dorm on Saturday.  I'm so glad I'm not going to have to have a roommate (especially considering the frustration you're experiencing according to your entry if you're reading this Simon).  I have finally begun to really embrace my newfound Transformer dorkdom.  But it's actually my favorite part of life right now (including the fact that it's highly integrated into all of my free time activities).

I'm glad to be writing again.  And drawing.  And I'm looking forward to learning Russian.  So even though I wouldn't exactly choose to be starting school becaue lots of parts of school are boring and bullshitty I'm also sort of looking forward to having something specific to do again.  I hate to admit it but after years and years of public school I think I'm pretty much content with a simple, mindless routine for short periods of time.  Plus I'm just not ready to start the part of life where I have to think about anything beyond which classes I want to take and how I want to spend my free time.

I am still frustrated that I haven't gotten a job yet but I suppose I could be looking harder than I am.  Still, it isn't like I've exactly been slacking.  I just had to turn down a job that would have been nice if it was more hours or a bit closer but as it was even though I would have liked being an afterschool nanny for a pair of cute little kids the bussing costs and travel time alone would have made the minimal salary pretty much worthless since it was only 6 hours a week.  But at least I seem to have connected with someone who might want me to do an occassional job which is good news, especially if I don't get a regular job soon so supplemental income will be good.

I'm listening to Harry Potter book on tape.  I forgot how much I like it, only I didn't because I totally remembered!   Except pieces of books 5 - 7 but those things we'll ignore since I did still like them in the end and I don't want to get into that mess since I'm in a much better mood over all than I have been lately despite sleep deprivation and what not.  Yeah.  Enough for tonight.

I haven't really felt like myself lately.  It sort of sucks but I guess whatever.  We all go through crap right.  At least I don't have cancer and my parents aren't divorcing and I don't live in a third world country or anything truly disastrous.  I just have to keep reminding myself that whenever life starts to feel too lame.  Like now.  Well no, I actually had a pretty good evening.  Melissa and I spent all afternoon and evening discussing our Transformers story.  It was fun.  I enjoyed it.  We got a Prowl to go with Jazz.  Which reminds me, DeviantArt blows dead goats.  I know I might just offend a few people saying that.  Please, if you're one of those people who has art on that sight, I don't mean it as a personal insult... unless you're one of the sickos I hate and then I do.  But if you're sick enough to draw Transformers ass raping each other as kittens behind rocks and shit then you're not a person whose opinion I value and you disgust me!

If you are one of the seemingly few amazing artist amidst a sea of morons and sickos and just plain terrible artists then I hope you someday find a better forum for your talent than a scummy, hard to navigate, cess pool of a website.  If you have talent like some of those people it deserves more than getting lost amidst weird gross filth that should not under any circumstances be viewable to children in the theme of their favourite cartoon characters.  I was just hoping to get a better idea of what Blurr looks like, not what the stupid Animated series Blurr looks like hog tied and butt fucked by one of the sweetest, dopiest characters of all.  That's right, it was horrible!  I'm officially 18 now, if I wanted porn I would get it.

Speaking of the Animated series I still can't really believe Ray likes it.  I guess he's super into the toys and that's fine but really, the series is such an insult to the old ones.  They are terrible caricatures and super annoying looking with dumb alternate modes.  Rightio, I'm tired so I'm going to bed.  Have fun and avoid Deviant if you want to keep your innocence intact.

P.S. People who don't monitor their young children on line piss me off.  Just thought I'd put that out there.  Clearly there is too much crap in the world and if you're kid starts getting into trouble on line guess what, it's your fault!

P.P.S. I told you I was in a weird state of mind.  I'm all ranty and touchy.  It's frustrating.  I want to be my old happy go lucky, silly self.  Give me back that please and thank you whoever took it.

I'm confused.  Does this go to my "journal" thingy?  Ugh!  Why must this site be so confusing and how do I use any of the features and why am I such a computer moron?!!

Lame.  Lame, lame, lame, lame, lame.  LAME! 

Well I've got a Livejournal account that I totally didn't remember I had.  But I can't figure out how to find my friend on this stupid site!  The whole reason I'm here is because they don't answer their email so if you happen to be Simon here I am on livejournal, now prove that this will be better than waiting for you to email me. 

 Last time we drove out of town was over spring break.  We went to Ashland and saw some Shakespeare.  I totally recommend Midsummer night's dream.